Saturday, 24 May 2008

• Sunshine!

                          

   Today is sunny, busy, and my mind is exhausted! I crave the freedom of a child, swinging lazily through the summer breeze below a big oak tree in pure relaxation. Is there ever a time where you are falsely accused of doing something and you want to yell and scream, throw yourself across the floor and become a child raving a fit?  You know your family would move you to the town nut house in a split second upon such behavior or you would act upon the feeling! How much do you allow your feelings to control your actions? Are there times where your feelings are much stronger then your self control and you find yourself shocked about your own being?

   I did not lose control, I smiled and braved my inner happiness to expose itself after I told my husband I am totally being misjudged and it's is completely unfair. Today I have to move beyond the feeling for I have a house guest and much action, the feelings can't, no matter what control me so a swing, oak tree, sandbox, and even a blanky and nap would comfort me...

   God helps me move beyond doubts, hurts and misunderstandings or a bottle of strong brew would tempt me this moment..... ease the pain and misunderstanding I am burdened with at this moment! What would I do without YOU?

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